Alone

Spent more than an hour to soothe my tantrums last nite. So disappointing. How could I let myself being such a moron? I'm so mad at myself so I skipped class this morning. I don't feel like answering my friends' questions on what's with my eyes and the band-aids. So yeah..

Oh and for the I-don't-know-how-many-times, I don't feel like going to Jakarta. I want my family. I want my friends. I want to just crawl on my room. :(